Thursday, January 16, 2020

A new me?


            A new year, a new day, a new decade. A fresh start to change or stay as it is. Hmmm? Setting a new goal which somehow I will only fail at it just like this past few years. Wait, maybe I will do it, set goal might as well do it, my best to strive to that certain goal. But what will it be, change my personality, physical self? Start a diet, or achieve something great, be a legend of my own? I don’t know, let’s just leave it for a moment and take time to think about it.

            We often start a new year, with our New Year’s Resolution. For the first few days, or weeks we are just doing fine, we are striving but after a few months we forget about it. Fading in our memory once a promise became a memory which we can’t remember no more. Laziness may come and will ruin every plan you made since the day you set your goals. Well what I’m thinking about is, will I change ‘me’? The way I interact, the talkativeness I have in me, I don’t know seems kind of hard, just thinking about it makes me not to pursue it anymore. Well it will benefit me for sure, changing my behavior but many things will change or adjust too, for sure. Thinking about it maybe I will? I don’t know, I don’t want to set new goals and eventually fail at the end. But for the mean time I’ll try my best, try to change for the better I guess.

            A new me, sounds pretty good but takes up effort; a bunch of them. Thinking what if the new me will change that much, losing my identity, building a new one. As early as possible we should be deciding of what we should do with our lives. New me, for the better or worse, doesn’t matter I won’t do it anyway.
           
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